Gonna end soon

After I saw that post, I really can't be so passive and dependence.

What I said yesterday I would fulfilled.

It's been 3 years, I have to work it out.

PMR results are release today.

8A--as promise I get a laptop!

I just feel slightly happy and nothing else more.

Most of the people wear school uniforms or t-shirt with school logo,

only fews wear house shirt like me.

Anyway, that's aren't related.

1 day more and it's New Year!

Gonna be older, and going to form 4.

Forgetting the past, and I'm starting all over again.

Blogging

Everyday on the comp, on MSN messenger.

Then blogging.

Everyday blog, blog, blog. That's my everyday job.

Two blogs to manage.

But blogger has more freedom as I keep it secrecy.

Do not leak out!

My privacy.

OMG!

Omg, I guess I really don't know.

I didn't expect things would be like that worst.

STOP!

I have to improve myself, and many things.

Not just say, but with action too.

I really have to. It's been years before I realized it.

I'm struck by thunder and kinda down that posted as public.

I can accept but hate peoples to know.

That's the me that I have to change and improve.

Now no mood at all.

Most crazy and fun Christmas night

Yesterday night, went to Pui Ling's house.

This is my most crazy ever Christmas night.

Everyone there is single. Girls and boys.

We drink beers, but not enough to get drunk yet.

This is my first time drinking alcohol.

We wish peoples Merry Christmas,

sing when walking down on the road.

That's about 10something, and the road was deserted,

only us, not much vehicles, and dark.

Omg, we almost meet up with thief!

We play and shout, all so crazy,

it's like we're all drunk, so high.

Chi Seng's face is damn red, Pui Ling's whole body is red.

I'm using this opportunity to release all my feelings too. 

Back home about 1.45a.m.

Get scolded by my dad. 

Anyway, I had lotta fun!

but I had slightly headache right now.

Everybody, Merry Christmas!

Die

I've DIE. of heartbreak.
I'm trying to forget but I can't.
There's no chance anymore, it's happening so fast!
Wanted to cry out, blurted out everything.
Today's Christmas Eve and tomorrow's Christmas.
Few more days, gonna be New Year.
My wish is to forget him. ever.
I even think of deleting every possible way that could contact him,
but I don't have the guts to do it.
OMG~I'm really useless and stupid!

December

These days can't even online, too tired.
Competition end, SMKTC get consolation prizes.
And I get to know some Sarawak friends, that's co too.
Last Wednesday, after camp,we went to pasar malam.
Wow, it's full of people, so crowded.
About 1 year didnt went to Connaught pasar malam.
I like it, there's many foods stall,
but don't get to eat chou toufu, as the stall closed.
I gain experince from joining this co competition,
it's my 1st time, and last time too.(maybe)
The day after that, my family and I went to Genting.
It's so crowded, and we just stay 1 night,
that we just get to play indoor games, quite dissapoint.
Anyway, Christmas is coming~~~
PMR results is coming out too, everyone asking when's the results released.
Omg, I'm scared. As I'm bad in some of the subjects.
I hope I get a good results!
My target is straight A's.

Tagged

Tag by Yuan Yi and Rui Shen.

I'm combining it as one.

Rules:

*1. Those who get tagged must answer questions about themselves.

*2. At the end of the post, tag 10 people except the person who tagged u (tagger).

*3. Continue this game by sending to other people. (Refer to rule no.2)

Time: 2.32 a.m.

Name: Li Hui

Age/Birthday: 15 @ 10 of Dec, 1993

School: SMK Taman Connaught

Elder sisters: none

Younger sisters: none

Elder brothers: none

Younger brothers: 1 (is enough to get pissed)

Favourite liquids (drinks): milk, latte, mocha

Favourite consumables (foods): nasi lemak, burger

Favourite place to sleep: my bed

Flying: sure. It means freedom:)

Swimming/Diving: diving. Underwater is fun! although I never tried before.

Total friends in MSN: about 130++

Couple: just a few

Loved one: lots. my family and relatives

Get kicked on the butt: nope

Allergic: nope. I'm healthy as a horse

Gastric: nope

Whole fortune: My life~~

Age of marriage: 28. My perfect marriage age

Children wanted: 2 (too much hard to care of)

Age of death: livelong

Animals in house: nope. Lazy to care plus my place isn't allow to have pets.

Longest fingernail ever kept: few centimeters

Sleepmate: my toy turtles. 

Wanted birthday present: what I hope for. 

The end: going to bed?

Q: In your dream, a god tells you that you are a billionaire in your dream world and gives you a wish. What would you wish for?

A: sports car, villa, chic fashion dress up

5 things to do:

1. study

2. shopping

3. chatting

4. traveling

5. attend classes

5 jobs that I'm doing right now:

1. blogging

2. thinking of what to write

3. doing my fingernails

4. downloading songs 

5. importing songs to my ipod 

10 persons to tag:

Saw it, do it!

 

(play along with the rules, just do it!)

My only chance

Camp started. And everyone is here!

It's also means that competition is nearer as each day passes by.

Gonna be practicing from afternoon to night.

It's my 1st and last time joining in my secondary school's life.

Good Luck for All!

I listen to canto songs and don't understand at all what they're singing.

I'm living in KL since young and don't really understand/speak canto.

These days I'm love watching some canto dramas,

I'm gonna master it!

Some people like salted fish, but I don't.

Eww~I hate it as it's too salty.

(No offence to anyone, just express my feelings)

Tagged

So here's the rules that you should obey if you are tagged.

1. Each blogger must post this rules.

2. Each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about themselves.

3. Blogger that are need write on their own blog about their ten things and post these rules. You need to choose ten people to get tagged and list their names.

4. Don't forget to leave them comment telling them they've been tagged and to read your blog.

Ten Random Facts/Habits about Me

1. I'm a girl. obviously.

2. I will online everyday, except special cases.

3. I love blogging. I keep blogging almost everyday since the day he started to leave me comment. 

4. I'm lazy and non-hygiene, in some ways.

5. My place is a mess. I hate clean-up.

6. I love shopping, but have to control not to spend too much. If things that I can't afford, just see it, no buying. 

7. I'm Sagittarius, as my birthday is on the 10th of Dec.

8. I don't really know how to make-up, but love to apply it. The truth is I make-up only for performances that need it.

9. Lack of self-confidence and shy. These are my weaknesses.

10. Always tried to be happy. Laughter is the best medicine.

I'm tagged by Yuan Yi. It's a month ago and now I'm just doing it.

10 ppl tagged by Li Hui:

*This blog is private, not many people know about it.

---Saw it, Do it!

Happy 15th Birthday!

Back from Majlis Perpisahan 2 hour ago.

Almost the whole day were in school,

my birthday were spends over there.

Did some mistakes during fashion shows,

felt so nervous when I get on the stage!

Actually it's quite fun, just that there aren't many peoples,

many of them didn't attend.

I did make-up and put on red colour hair gel,

but isn't so shiny-red, quite regret.

And I forget to bring my ring too,

too rush at that time.

Anyway, thanks a lot for my birthday,

receive lotta wishes on midnight,

being call to the stage as birthday star.

Now, I'm officially 15!

Life are getting worst.

Tomorrow (10 of Dec) is my 15th bday.

but I don't feel it.

I just felt depressed.

Sometimes, I feel like I'm getting worst and worst,

although I have friends beside me,

but I will still feel lonely.

I have friends that could talk heart-to-heart,

share problems with,

I think it's me that can't open up my heart to others.

Because I'm used to it.

but I aren't like this for the past years.

During primary school times, friends used to hang out 

at each other's house or chat thru phones.

But these few days, things changed.

Hang out at mall, sms or msn chat etc.

I really miss the life before,

I hope to continue the life.

你

忘记你那么辛苦……

每当想起你，我会想起当时的日子；

每当想起你，我会希望我们能如之前一样；

每当想起你，我很难受，

因为情况已不如从前。

我必须忘记对你的感觉，

如当初，只是朋友的感觉。

但是，你好像对我大不如之前……

我也不知道你对我有什么感受，

我没勇气问你，

是我单恋你。

就算我们认识只有半年，

但我真的很在意你，

我不想失去你，

身为朋友……

我还记得我无聊时，

就会传简讯与你聊天，

可以聊上一天直到三更半夜；

我对你的近况也很清楚，

你在做什么，在哪里……

我都一清二楚；

我有心事，可以向你诉苦，

你也会安慰我；

在我的部落，

大都是你的留言，

但我已重新整理，

不再有你的笔迹了；

我有重要事务得完成，

你会为我加油打气，

你比我的朋友更清楚我。

但是，这些只能回味，

记载心里深处。

最近，我都心不在焉，

屡屡慌神，发呆，

连我朋友都从我脸上看得出--

我情绪低落。　

在新的一年，必有新的开始，

新的一年来临前，我得忘记对你的感觉，

只有朋友……

祝我--

幸福快乐

Depressed and troubled me

Today I'm going to Singapore.

I won't be able to attend 6C'05 gathering,

miss it again and it's a day before Mong Yen birthday.

I can't attend the fashion show practice on Tuesday,

and won't be able to shop with them.

I'm having trouble with it, no idea at all.

I will be skipping 3 times of Orchestra practice,

miss it so much, plus the songs aren't fully practiced yet.

I will be coming back and straight away joining camp.

Quite nervous as the competition is coming as days are passing.

Jinn Wern told me that she is gonna transfer school,

I'm shocked as the news strikes me.

What is this always happening to me? Why me?

In standard 2, my best friend transfer to Convent Bkt Nanas.

In standard 4, my best friends drop to other class.

In standard 6, my best friends are going to different school as me.

And now, my best friend is gonna transfer school.

Why my best friend always leave me?

I know it's not their fault,

I can't stand it~I hate it so much!

恋爱最基本的条件

看了叶老师的部落，觉得这篇真的很不错，虽是几个月前的。

恋爱没有谁对谁错

该不该这么说
爱需要两人在心智上共同、一致地成长
单方面地成长，另一方面如果跟不上，不愿跟上
那将是交叉后无法再相遇的两条线

该不该这么说
爱除了讲feel、共同兴趣话题、身体接触、婚姻合约
应该再做深一层的内心交流
让它细水长流
让它更经得考验

该不该这么说
父母师长认为中学生不适合谈恋爱
因为他们明白毕业后他们要面对太多的无常

该不该这么说
恋爱最基本的条件是
可以随时接受失恋

Frustrating online guy

Ahh~so frustrating.
There is a online friend, never meet before.
He keep mentioning he likes me,
and talking about relationships.
Urgh hate it!
He ask me when I last broke up with ex-boyfriend.
Huh? I don't have boyfriend before.
Then he ask me if he could be my first boyfriend,
lolx no way.
Don't even know me, and said he likes me,
and keep saying wanna meet me, miss me.
Urgh I hate this type of guy.
Untrustable!
By the way, no mood for relationships.
Right now I'm hurting.
What is happening between us?
After that day...

My dreams

This morning, I dreamed me as a vampire.
I have superpowers, and the look on my face could change!
I would change to a old lady face,
to avoid happening, I would have to put in a young girl's heart.

Few months ago, I dreamed me as a drug seller,
and I'm in the newspaper!
People chasing me in the desert.

In my childhood, I dreamed that I'm in my grandma house
and a monster is gonna eat me.
I run till the door and the monster is beside me!

Then, I woke up. The dreams are abrupted.

My dreams are so weird.
It's about something I read or watch.
Oh my gosh~my dreams are so unlogic and full of fantasy.

My blog 1st anniversary!

I'm back~ I will be writing in here again.
Writing here I feel freedom and no worries.
Holiday is here!
Time is passing by so fast,
but I don't feel any holiday-ing.
Maybe because PMR ends = holiday.
Holiday plans--
Going to S'pore for 3 weeks!
actually just 2 weeks, but then something pop-up,
geez don't know how's the weeks gonna feel like.
1 week of Chinese Orchestra camp + competition.
And 10 of Dec is my 15th birthday!
I'm expecting it, hope to be memorable,
and have lotta wishes and presents.

November, my blog 1st anniversary!
I forget which day I make this blog,
just remember that it's November.
Happy 1st Anniversary!

I'm currently using msn spaces

Hey~~!
I had not visited this blog for quite a long time.
I had been started using msn spaces again.

Here is my msn spaces=>
http://www.li-hui93.spaces.live.com/

I am blogging too.
But in chinese.

My beauty sleep!

Gotta start preparing for August PMR Percubaan already.
Time is losing out!
Intervensi 3 finish~
Hip-hip Hurray!
But still feel so stress.
STRESSING
Haix``
Sleeping is my newest hobby xD
Slept during classes and exam.
I feel sleepy after 10 minutes.
I slept for 10 minutes and feel refreshing again!
The conclusion is I need sleep more than anyone else.
Haha :-p
I don't sleep well almost everyday.
So end up became like this.
I am A PIG.
A VERY VERY SLEEPY PIG.

Farewell bbq

I can't find any star in the sky, just a piece of dark sky~~

Just back from yamcha.

1st time yamcha in the real mamak store:)

My stomach was growling for hunger!

Didn't had enough in the bbq.

Went to farewell bbq this evening.

Jun Yan teacher is leaving for studying.

When I reach there, most of them were busying for bbq.

Some of them were swimming.

Eating while bbq^^

Enjoying myself.

Ate ice-cream, play in the playground, singing etc.

About 8pm, everyone gathered.

Said out what we wanted to tell to Jun Yan teacher.

These was the last time before teacher went to Singapore.

At the moment, tears filled the air.

Sad = leaving

Happy = the next music composer, teacher's future

`Don't mean to be blue,

don't mean to be sad,

But just gotta say...

GOODBYE!

Good Luck~~`

10pm teacher would be on air in Ai FM

After that, the new dizi teacher play few songs for us.

Include the song that is going to perform on 2.8/3.8.

Lucky us!

Then clean-up and went to yamcha.

We missed teacher interview >_<

Self Shop=]

Just back from Leisure Mall.

Groan~I can't find a suitable gift for Jun Yan teacher.

Waa! I saw a extremely big card in Memory Lane worth $24.60

I bought this 2 cards^^

Byebye card Belated birthday card.
I treat myself Starbuck Caramel Ice Blended Coffee worth $14.20.
But I get lectured by my uncle for buying such expensive drink.

1st time shopping by myself FUN~^^~

Darth Vader's stormtrooper - Orchestra

www.youtube.com

Hurray for Spain!

SPAIN WON!

2008 UEFA Cup champion~~

I stay awake till 4.30am just to watch the final.

Spain won Germany 1-0

Goal by Fernando Torres.

It is so exciting.

1st time I watch finish the whole football match.

Usually I would just want to know the scores.

I won't bother the watch the whole match.

Now football fever everywhere.

No way I am gonna miss it!

Celeb aunt LHK's bdae

This is my aunt's 51st birthday.

Her actual birthday is on 1st of July.

My mum bought KFC for the celebration.

Together we watch White Chick.

Watch this movie many times.

But yet it's irresistible.

banana chocolate cake lighted with candles

Bought from King's 

Wish my aunt HAPPY 51st BIRTHDAY!

Happy birthday to you x3

Haha=]

My brother and me

M3

My cousin sista Wen and me

############

Text a friend ask his birthday and guess what?

His birthday is today!

What a coincidence~

Lol wish him at 1am^^

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY POOI FOONG!

Less online

PMR coming soon~

Less online.

Try to control myself.

Wish me LUCK!

Buddhist International Film Festival

Happy Father's Day!

Dress up

Ready to Buddhist International Film Festival 

in MTC (Malaysia Tourism Center)

Race car chocolate

F1

Plushies + chocolate

Just $24.90

Champagne

It's chocolate.

miss you & love you.

Love-shaped dragon chocolate.

Cocoa Boutique

Malaysia's Largest Chocolate Paradise

MTC

Night view garden.

MTC sign

Me

Entrance

Petronas Twin-tower

Supper

Watch the OSEAM 

2003 South Korean drama / religious animation

directed by Seong Baek-yeob

It is based on a novel by Korean author Jang Chae-bong,

who has described it as being a fairytale for adults.

The tile means "Five years".

Oseam follows two orphans, Ga-mi and her younger brother Gil-son. Ga-mi is a gentle and reserved blind girl, while Gil-son is hyperactive and often gets into mischief. The two seek refuge at a Buddhist temple, helping with the chores, as they cope with the loss of their mother and home several years ago due to a fire accident, which is also where Ga-mi lost her sight. Gil-son, too young to understand, still believes they will find their mother someday as Ga-mi has never told him she died in the fire. After Ga-mi tells him of how their mother visited her in her dreams, Gil-son accompanies one of the monks on a pilgrimage up the mountain for the winter hoping that if he can "open his inner eye" he will be able to see her again, too.

The movie is very slowly paced, often quite slice-of-life in its approach, though dotted with moments offlashback and briefly intense scenes. A lot of emphasis is placed on the characters, particularly the orphans.

Omg! Injection

Oh gosh! First day after school holiday, had injection.

I was doing my geography project, drawing the connaught map.

Suddenly, 2 students came in to inform us that we had to inject.

I was shocked and began to fear.

Injection...needles...blood~~~

After standard 5, no injection was done anymore.

No inform, and suddenly now an injection pop-up.

My hand became icy cold.

Stomach starting to feel pain.

I was nervous and afraid.

Peoples keep questions the students that had injection.

I try not to listen because I don't want to know.

But it's hard not to listen.

All secondary 3 pupils had to take this injection.

'Anti Tetanus Toxoid Injection' 

It's my turn~

I closed my eyes, try to imagine other things.

So I don't feel so scared.

Few seconds, the injection was done.

I am blurred.

So fast? The injection was like a dream.

Few hours past, my hand began to feel paralysis.

It's quite pain too.

I dare not to take bath.

Fear to let it touched with water.

Many many reasons...

Right now, my hand don't feel so paralysis anymore.

Sunday 8.6

`Which dresses look better?`

Headache choosing dress to wear.

I was attending my dad's client wedding.

**Taa-daa**

These were the items that I wear.

pink-purple striped dress

Brown necklace 

Gold bangles

High-heeled

On the way to Subang Jaya.

That's me.

Fully dress-up + make up.

Lip gloss + Face powder.

Skin-coloured eye shadow.

That's it. Simple.

Yea~reached.

Dearest foods and drinks here I come:)

Outdoor.

The foods trays.

The dessert counter.

vase of flower + teapot (for hand-washing)

Malay's tradition.

1st dish.

2nd dish.

Gift (Adults)

I like this!

Sweets! yummy~

But it's only for kids.

What a pity.

Cute little cup-cake.

3 storey-cakes

Make me hungry~

Only for VIP

Special for bride and bridegroom's family

The entrance

Whoa! The house is so beautiful

If only I can stay in the house.

Poor me =__=

M3><

After that, mum went to buy plant pots.

Just have to follow her.

Wait for so long.

Snap few shots.

Asia Nursery

Aladdin's oil pots 

*imagination*

This is where the robbers hide in.

Haha:)

Beautiful patterns

Tall

[Beautiful environment]

Woo~Big 

Many photos less words.

This could prove that I am lazy to write.

Hehe:)