Die

I've DIE. of heartbreak.
I'm trying to forget but I can't.
There's no chance anymore, it's happening so fast!
Wanted to cry out, blurted out everything.
Today's Christmas Eve and tomorrow's Christmas.
Few more days, gonna be New Year.
My wish is to forget him. ever.
I even think of deleting every possible way that could contact him,
but I don't have the guts to do it.
OMG~I'm really useless and stupid!