Gonna end soon

After I saw that post, I really can't be so passive and dependence.

What I said yesterday I would fulfilled.

It's been 3 years, I have to work it out.

PMR results are release today.

8A--as promise I get a laptop!

I just feel slightly happy and nothing else more.

Most of the people wear school uniforms or t-shirt with school logo,

only fews wear house shirt like me.

Anyway, that's aren't related.

1 day more and it's New Year!

Gonna be older, and going to form 4.

Forgetting the past, and I'm starting all over again.

Blogging

Everyday on the comp, on MSN messenger.

Then blogging.

Everyday blog, blog, blog. That's my everyday job.

Two blogs to manage.

But blogger has more freedom as I keep it secrecy.

Do not leak out!

My privacy.

OMG!

Omg, I guess I really don't know.

I didn't expect things would be like that worst.

STOP!

I have to improve myself, and many things.

Not just say, but with action too.

I really have to. It's been years before I realized it.

I'm struck by thunder and kinda down that posted as public.

I can accept but hate peoples to know.

That's the me that I have to change and improve.

Now no mood at all.

Most crazy and fun Christmas night

Yesterday night, went to Pui Ling's house.

This is my most crazy ever Christmas night.

Everyone there is single. Girls and boys.

We drink beers, but not enough to get drunk yet.

This is my first time drinking alcohol.

We wish peoples Merry Christmas,

sing when walking down on the road.

That's about 10something, and the road was deserted,

only us, not much vehicles, and dark.

Omg, we almost meet up with thief!

We play and shout, all so crazy,

it's like we're all drunk, so high.

Chi Seng's face is damn red, Pui Ling's whole body is red.

I'm using this opportunity to release all my feelings too. 

Back home about 1.45a.m.

Get scolded by my dad. 

Anyway, I had lotta fun!

but I had slightly headache right now.

Everybody, Merry Christmas!

Die

I've DIE. of heartbreak.
I'm trying to forget but I can't.
There's no chance anymore, it's happening so fast!
Wanted to cry out, blurted out everything.
Today's Christmas Eve and tomorrow's Christmas.
Few more days, gonna be New Year.
My wish is to forget him. ever.
I even think of deleting every possible way that could contact him,
but I don't have the guts to do it.
OMG~I'm really useless and stupid!

December

These days can't even online, too tired.
Competition end, SMKTC get consolation prizes.
And I get to know some Sarawak friends, that's co too.
Last Wednesday, after camp,we went to pasar malam.
Wow, it's full of people, so crowded.
About 1 year didnt went to Connaught pasar malam.
I like it, there's many foods stall,
but don't get to eat chou toufu, as the stall closed.
I gain experince from joining this co competition,
it's my 1st time, and last time too.(maybe)
The day after that, my family and I went to Genting.
It's so crowded, and we just stay 1 night,
that we just get to play indoor games, quite dissapoint.
Anyway, Christmas is coming~~~
PMR results is coming out too, everyone asking when's the results released.
Omg, I'm scared. As I'm bad in some of the subjects.
I hope I get a good results!
My target is straight A's.

Tagged

Tag by Yuan Yi and Rui Shen.

I'm combining it as one.

Rules:

*1. Those who get tagged must answer questions about themselves.

*2. At the end of the post, tag 10 people except the person who tagged u (tagger).

*3. Continue this game by sending to other people. (Refer to rule no.2)

Time: 2.32 a.m.

Name: Li Hui

Age/Birthday: 15 @ 10 of Dec, 1993

School: SMK Taman Connaught

Elder sisters: none

Younger sisters: none

Elder brothers: none

Younger brothers: 1 (is enough to get pissed)

Favourite liquids (drinks): milk, latte, mocha

Favourite consumables (foods): nasi lemak, burger

Favourite place to sleep: my bed

Flying: sure. It means freedom:)

Swimming/Diving: diving. Underwater is fun! although I never tried before.

Total friends in MSN: about 130++

Couple: just a few

Loved one: lots. my family and relatives

Get kicked on the butt: nope

Allergic: nope. I'm healthy as a horse

Gastric: nope

Whole fortune: My life~~

Age of marriage: 28. My perfect marriage age

Children wanted: 2 (too much hard to care of)

Age of death: livelong

Animals in house: nope. Lazy to care plus my place isn't allow to have pets.

Longest fingernail ever kept: few centimeters

Sleepmate: my toy turtles. 

Wanted birthday present: what I hope for. 

The end: going to bed?

Q: In your dream, a god tells you that you are a billionaire in your dream world and gives you a wish. What would you wish for?

A: sports car, villa, chic fashion dress up

5 things to do:

1. study

2. shopping

3. chatting

4. traveling

5. attend classes

5 jobs that I'm doing right now:

1. blogging

2. thinking of what to write

3. doing my fingernails

4. downloading songs 

5. importing songs to my ipod 

10 persons to tag:

Saw it, do it!

 

(play along with the rules, just do it!)

My only chance

Camp started. And everyone is here!

It's also means that competition is nearer as each day passes by.

Gonna be practicing from afternoon to night.

It's my 1st and last time joining in my secondary school's life.

Good Luck for All!

I listen to canto songs and don't understand at all what they're singing.

I'm living in KL since young and don't really understand/speak canto.

These days I'm love watching some canto dramas,

I'm gonna master it!

Some people like salted fish, but I don't.

Eww~I hate it as it's too salty.

(No offence to anyone, just express my feelings)

Tagged

So here's the rules that you should obey if you are tagged.

1. Each blogger must post this rules.

2. Each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about themselves.

3. Blogger that are need write on their own blog about their ten things and post these rules. You need to choose ten people to get tagged and list their names.

4. Don't forget to leave them comment telling them they've been tagged and to read your blog.

Ten Random Facts/Habits about Me

1. I'm a girl. obviously.

2. I will online everyday, except special cases.

3. I love blogging. I keep blogging almost everyday since the day he started to leave me comment. 

4. I'm lazy and non-hygiene, in some ways.

5. My place is a mess. I hate clean-up.

6. I love shopping, but have to control not to spend too much. If things that I can't afford, just see it, no buying. 

7. I'm Sagittarius, as my birthday is on the 10th of Dec.

8. I don't really know how to make-up, but love to apply it. The truth is I make-up only for performances that need it.

9. Lack of self-confidence and shy. These are my weaknesses.

10. Always tried to be happy. Laughter is the best medicine.

I'm tagged by Yuan Yi. It's a month ago and now I'm just doing it.

10 ppl tagged by Li Hui:

*This blog is private, not many people know about it.

---Saw it, Do it!

Happy 15th Birthday!

Back from Majlis Perpisahan 2 hour ago.

Almost the whole day were in school,

my birthday were spends over there.

Did some mistakes during fashion shows,

felt so nervous when I get on the stage!

Actually it's quite fun, just that there aren't many peoples,

many of them didn't attend.

I did make-up and put on red colour hair gel,

but isn't so shiny-red, quite regret.

And I forget to bring my ring too,

too rush at that time.

Anyway, thanks a lot for my birthday,

receive lotta wishes on midnight,

being call to the stage as birthday star.

Now, I'm officially 15!

Life are getting worst.

Tomorrow (10 of Dec) is my 15th bday.

but I don't feel it.

I just felt depressed.

Sometimes, I feel like I'm getting worst and worst,

although I have friends beside me,

but I will still feel lonely.

I have friends that could talk heart-to-heart,

share problems with,

I think it's me that can't open up my heart to others.

Because I'm used to it.

but I aren't like this for the past years.

During primary school times, friends used to hang out 

at each other's house or chat thru phones.

But these few days, things changed.

Hang out at mall, sms or msn chat etc.

I really miss the life before,

I hope to continue the life.

你

忘记你那么辛苦……

每当想起你，我会想起当时的日子；

每当想起你，我会希望我们能如之前一样；

每当想起你，我很难受，

因为情况已不如从前。

我必须忘记对你的感觉，

如当初，只是朋友的感觉。

但是，你好像对我大不如之前……

我也不知道你对我有什么感受，

我没勇气问你，

是我单恋你。

就算我们认识只有半年，

但我真的很在意你，

我不想失去你，

身为朋友……

我还记得我无聊时，

就会传简讯与你聊天，

可以聊上一天直到三更半夜；

我对你的近况也很清楚，

你在做什么，在哪里……

我都一清二楚；

我有心事，可以向你诉苦，

你也会安慰我；

在我的部落，

大都是你的留言，

但我已重新整理，

不再有你的笔迹了；

我有重要事务得完成，

你会为我加油打气，

你比我的朋友更清楚我。

但是，这些只能回味，

记载心里深处。

最近，我都心不在焉，

屡屡慌神，发呆，

连我朋友都从我脸上看得出--

我情绪低落。　

在新的一年，必有新的开始，

新的一年来临前，我得忘记对你的感觉，

只有朋友……

祝我--

幸福快乐