E M O

Always act to be strong.

Since I went to secondary school, I never cried anymore.

Never cried in front of people.

Cried silently.

Just to myself.

I don't want to be like this anymore.

I became more emotional.

But I have no idea what I should do.

It makes me couldn't cry anymore.

Yesterday night, I just fight with my brother.

Fight about computer and some of the program files.

It's all small things.

Nothing big.

But I am angry and frustrated.

I keep silent for hours.

This few months I became very emotional.

Get angry easily.

Remember what bad things people do to me.

Remembered it very clearly. 

Fear of lonely.

Small things upset me a lot.

Jealousy controlling me. 

What had happened to me?

What lead me became what I am now?

What?!

I am too tired to talk about it.

After a sleep, everything will go away.

Leaving me alone.

I just hoped.

Nite nite~ 

Bedtime~